So damn tired!! =_=

Gaahh! I felt like I'm one of the exhausted people in the world. 14 hours of work is just no joke especially if the workplace is not near on your home. x___x Just got home at 1:30am and I was unlucky that I slept in the bus and didn't felt that I was already way passed my village so I have to take another jeepney ride. So much for saving money. T-T

Though I just received my highest salary as of now, I'm just not that happy with how all work is to be done. It's a bit long of a detail (and I'm too tired to type) but for now, I just want to rant all of this. But I'm still alive — barely. And I need some sleep so I'm going to bed right now since I still have work later 10:00am.

Hopefully, I could go home earlier later since there will be a meeting tomorrow which starts pretty early.

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感情: tired, stressed, exhausted
音楽: "Hard Habit to Break" - Chicago

Some I've Sound & IKU details

感情: a bit nervous
音楽: "SONIC BOOM" - Maaya Sakamoto



IKU's debut album Yuauea


Tracklisting:
1(1:22) Ｓｐｒｉｎｇ　ｕｐ
演奏：ＩＫＵ
2(4:44) 木の芽風 (Ko no me Kaze)
ＴＸ系アニメ「ハヤテのごとく！」エンディング・テーマ
3(4:54) ささやかなこと (Sasayakana Koto)
4(6:14) 悲しい星座 (Kanashii Seiza)
5(5:29) 音のない夜空に (Oto no nai Yozora ni)
ＮＴＶ系「プリン・ス」オープニング・テーマ
6(4:27) ｕｎｄｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｅｄ
7(5:48) Ｔｈｅ　Ｗｉｎｄｓ　ｏｆ　Ｃｈａｎｇｅ
8(3:59) Ｒｉｍｌｅｓｓ～フチナシノセカイ～ (Rimless ~Fuchinashi no Sekai~)
ＴＶＫ他アニメ「とある魔術の禁書目録」エンディング・テーマ
9(5:35) ハルカナセカイ (Harukana Sekai)
10(4:57) おしまいの嘘 (Oshimai no Uso)
11(5:09) Ｆｉｎｅ
12(4:23) 誓い言～スコシだけもう一度～ (Chikaigoto ~Sukoshi Dake Mou Ichido~)
ＴＶＫ他アニメ「とある魔術の禁書目録」エンディング・テーマ
13(4:47) 金魚と泡粒 (Kingyo to Awatsubu)

Eiko Shimamiya's 4th single Chikai


Tracklisting:
1. Chikai (Lyrics: Eiko Shimamiya; Composition: Tomoyuki Nakazawa; Arrangement: Tomoyuki Nakazawa, Takeshi Ozaki)
2. OXISOLS (Lyrics: Eiko Shimamiya; Composition/Arrangement: SORMA No.1)
3. Chikai -instrumental-
4. OXISOLS -instrumental-

NOTE: I already put this on wikipedia.

The length of the songs in Ｉ’ｖｅ　Ｓｏｕｎｄ　１０ｔｈ　Ａｎｎｉｖｅｒｓａｒｙ　「Ｄｅｐａｒｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ」Ｓｐｅｃｉａｌ　ＣＤ　ＢＯＸ are already up.

1. L'Oiseau bleu (5:38)
2. Kaze to Kimi wo Daite -I'VE in BUDOKAN 2009 Live ver.- (4:27)
3. snIpe (5:05)
4. Close to me... -I'VE in BUDOKAN 2009 Live ver.- (3:43)
5. Paranoia (4:21)
6. To lose in amber -I'VE in BUDOKAN 2009 Live ver.- (3:22)
7. Kara no Tsubomi (6:02) [Poster's note: With MELL's appearance in the PV and the length, is this really no vain part 2?]
8. Utsukushiku Ikitai -I'VE in BUDOKAN 2009 Live ver.- (5:36)
9. end of refrain ~Chiisana Hajimari~ (4:33)
10. Senecio -I'VE in BUDOKAN 2009 Live ver.- (4:04)

In the other side of the world, I'm kinda nervous as another day approaches because my time is running out... D: One of these days, my deepest darkes secret will be known to my parents either they'll know it via another person or from me. *gulp* Oh, I don't deserve this torture!! TT___TT

UWAH!!!

I can't open a .asx file!!! O.O It doesn't load on my WMP, Winamp and even foobar! It can't even stream in the net!! I want to hear a preview of Eiko Shimamiya's Chikai!!! O__o;; what seems to be the problem?! =__= I'm already searching for some alternatives but they're all not working!!! Even VLC media player is not working on me... D: D:

Uwah I've been waiting for to hear this for aeons!! *major bricking exaggerations here* Please help. Can someone rip it for me? o_o; It would be a big help! X__x Here's the link:

http://www.animate.tv/pv/detail.php?id=pcd090312a

Very Boring for a First Day of Class

If I thought that my other first class experiences are kinda devastated but today was the very worst one. I only have two subjects for today which is only from 8:00am-9:30am and 1:30pm-3:00pm. Imagine the gap! It's 4 hours straight and what's worse is that I don't have anyone to talk to even to go to! D: DD:

I just spent the first two hours sitting on a bench near our cafeteria and daydreamed of raining real hard! And what do you know? It happened just after my last class! And I came home soaking wet together with the almost pulpy plastic bag containing some few school supplies. D: And I know I already ate my pride of eating alone in the cafeteria but who won't get intimidated if you're the only one in the cafeteria utopia who was eating by yourself? And others are looking at you like you're some kind of weirdo and whatsoever glaring they're making. I really so wanted to twitch those eyes with my fork at that time!

Arrgghh, I just wanted to let this out because no one's hearing me out lately and it's not healthy to keep it to yourself, right? My school days are just getting fucked up day by day.

A Pre-winter Menstrual-like Syndrome

sentiment: somehow cooling down
harmony: "portamento" by Mami Kawada

Oh yeah, it has been a very long LONG day for a school enrollment and what did I benefit from it? Nothing, really. D: I almost got myself a heat stroke from the extreme hot weather, I wasn't able to pay my tuition fee because of the over long line in the Departmental Office (they couldn't get any shitty with the enrollment system. DD: I spend the whole time standing in front of the DO just to get that dipshit subjects and assessment form), and looks like my very own effort to keep in touch (with other people) was not very much appreciated, and like whatever, Fred you're such a loser. |D;; It's a bit long story -- I just didn't waste my effort --- my time, and my money! o__O;;

Really I've had enough one day of ranting these adversities. OoOoh how I wish I could just dissolve myself and get the hell outta here. I'm sick of this, really but what's worse, I can't express what I felt at that time (to those people) because my tongue and conscious won't really let me but the inner DEVIL side really wants to release its trident and kill those people. They just fucked off my day. =c

And just when I arrived at home, I was able to shout at dearest Eunice who will celebrate her birthday today. Ah imouto-chan, gomen ne. I wasn't able to pull back my tongue because of this madness. |D;; It felt like I had a PMS. =O And I was able to answer my oka-san with a bit rudeness because of this. Gyaah~ *headdesks* Hontou ni gomen nasai, minna-san!! T~T My day's just very fucking ugly and wasted.

But right now, I cooled down a bit somehow. I hope I won't feel the same when I wake up later to pay for that shitty tuition fee. ~_~ *feels ashamed*

Here I go again

sentiment: tired (even if I'm not doing anything as of lately)
harmony: "Ikenai Taiyou" by Orange Range

Oh, another hiatus again, man. And I haven't got enough of this crazy laziness.

I've had enough of this dull moment and yet my hypothalamus still doesn't want to get back inside my fully-blasted brain this instant so without it, I'm still pinned down to darkness even if I don't want to. So... uninspiring and empty... that it affects my academic performance and overall self-esteem. I don't know why and I can't help it but one thing is for sure, I need some damn help to recover. x___X

So once again without further notice, this blog is still in its hibernation mode.

I hate being in LONG Hiatus

sentiment: frustrated
harmony: "Way beyond there" MELL

Grrr... I really hate abandoning my blog but what can I say? I've abandoned it for so long that it has grown cavities around it. X__X I hate to say this but I don't when the "hiatus" will end but I don't feel "inspired" to post RL stuff nowadays so don't ever expect I'll post another one of those cheesy and tearjerker RL stuffs that I don't do anyway (except from my birthday post last year *bricked*). |D;;

|D;;

Kyaaahh! I hate this but it looks like I'm just going to make this blog more of a J-pop related content (more of reviews, trivias etc.) because I feel so uninspired right now. *head desks* Maybe RL stuffs will come once in a blue moon but I won't really assure that since I'm not the type to be so dramatic nowadays (although I was back then *major bricking here* ~_~). AH WEELLL! WHATEVER~ i don't care much *appears my second personality*

Enough of these mucho nonsense here. I'm outta here. Next up will be some J-pop reviews. Nee?! *___*

Bitter... and Sweet

sentiment: pulped out
harmony: "We Survive" by Kotoko

*whew* At last, the day was already finished!!! I can't take this day already... I'm disgusted, frustrated, tired and all!! =__= What a day!! We didn't even have class (for goodness sake). Yes, the professor is there but all we did is just surfing the net and absolutely nothing because they're installing some programs for the future lessons... And it scoped all 3 hours! Which is a waste, really. Plus, the computer laboratory was so friggin' cold. I swear I could already have a taste of Tundra for about 3/4 of the period! Two big air conditioner and it was both set into 15 degrees! WTF!! I could still withstand hot weather but not cold weather/temperature! o__O

Plus there was this idiotic freak student who was rapping by himself which really activated my loath for hip-hop & raps!! At first it was still tolerable because it was still minimal... Not until he went to my neighbor PC and searched for the lyrics of the song his listening!! AAARRRRGGHHHHH!!! I swear I could punched that guy because I really hate rap!! What's worse, I didn't have my mp3 player for defense mechanism purpose!!! DD: I swear if you're in my shoes awhile ago you could swing your axe and behead that guy!!! UUUGGHHH!!! I hate him!

After that, we just went to the mall and did some usual "confessions" since we have other companions and blah blah... And as usual, I could almost puked out as they smoke their cigarettes... Eww... I should take care of my lungs or I'll die before they do... -___- And the biggest mistake that I did for today! I went with them for road tripping --- to Mall of Asia which up to now, I don't know why I went with them... I just ended up real exhausted...

All bitterness in the world also have little sweetness... So what is this sweetness? Just after they drop me off, I rode a jeepney to reach Soldiers' Hills, my home village. I paid (exactly) PhP8.00 for the jeepney fare but you know what happened? Since they didn't know I'm from Soldiers' Hills, they decided to return the PhP8.00 that I paid because they will already go home and they won't be able to drop me off my destination. I didn't have the effort to speak up because we're already in front of SH!! XDD So like, I got a free ride to my village... =P It got me laughing when I reached the tricycle terminal... =D What a blessing in disguise... XDD

And now, I end the bitter... yet a little sweet story of July 5, 2008. =D

CHU! CHU! *faints*

sentiment: dizzy... and hungry
harmony: "Onegai! Daigyakuten" by Mai Hoshimura

Ughh... my head spins as I thought I already collected all of Kotoko's Ren'ai CHU!'s remixes and it was a big mistake! @__@ I thought there was only 1 Ren'ai CHU! -Original- (which were originally by Kotoko and former I've Sound singer Aki) but there was a version where Kotoko and Aki sung it individually. =__= Even the ParaPara mixes (1 & 2) which were originally by the two, they also have a Kotoko version and Aki version separately. And what's worse, I can't even differentiate them all~!! Ughh, what sickness. I hate myself. *total head desks*

AHHH! I'm getting hungry... My mind's not working properly... Maybe that's it. My brain's out when my stomach is just out there growling while I continue to type this nonsense shitty post. o__o Maybe I should just stop this and eat so I could at least experience 7th heaven before I go to slumber... Urrgghh, I really hate this body... Why the hell do my body have to digest what I eat in a breeze?! That's why after a half an hour or two of eating a meal, I got hungry in an instant and I can't help but to feed myself even if there's no food out there. T___T AHHH!! I can't sleep if I'm hungry!! I really hate this!! *screams*

Okaeri!!!

sentiment: at ease

harmony: "Candy Line" by Hitomi Takahashi

Yay! I'm totally back in blogging... xD Well I missed posting like this in a while because I haven't been posting for almost 4 months. And my PC just got fixed and we got our broadband connection back and voila! This calls for a par-teh! XDD Not exactly~ Just posting here makes me feel comfortable and I've really missed posting in my own blog. *huggles meh blog*

I haven't done single & album review for a while and I realize that's what I've been missing since my PC got f**ked up. But I still don't have much time since it's already evening and I have to sleep early for my last day in driving school. Yes, I've been into driving since last week and I have to confess, it's really harder than I thought would be. XP And I think I haven't improved much since the past few days. I tell you, it's really difficult especially during my first day, I find it uber hard since it was the first time that I touched the wheel... xP *feeling innocent* Ah well, I hope I'm much more focus tomorrow... xP

And oh yeah, here's a pic of me and urumi-chan (not recent but it's already 2 months ago) courtesy of Rei-chan from PhilCosplay event while we were at the Karate Kid. xD

Haha! I just edited the whole stuff and make it like sort of a spoof... xD Oooh my hair was still short that time but my hair's longer now, it's almost the same with my old hair style. xD

And that's it. I just want to let everyone know that I'm back. xD I'm going to post more in the following days. ^_^ For now, I'll have to take my goodnight sleep. xD Ja, mata na!

Not in the mood lately...

sentiment

: lazy
harmony: "cover link" by Eiko Shimamiya

My lazy alterego is striking up against me once again... And lately I wasn't much in the mood -- to study, to read my lessons, do my homeworks, etc. I don't know why but it's like I want to go hiatus at school although I know it's not possible... x__X I'm becoming lesser and lesser interested in attending class... Urrgghh I hate this! -___- But I'm feeling this... T.T

Or maybe I'm just too stressed? Or maybe there's something lacking in my life now? All I can say is, yes it lacks thrill, excitement and happiness specially when I'm at school. (- o -) *poor me* Well that's all I just ranted it out. Sorry for the very short entry. It looks like my blogging is a bit affected as well but I'll still post something in the near future. ^^, I'm just feeling blue these days... -__-

I'm so blind! WTF! >,<

I am pround of my 20/20 vision but I can't believe that I only noticed just now...

That the url of my webbie in the layout was scrambled! XD

Ah shiaatt... XP I'm so damn blind! Noticing only now. x___X''

If you'll notice, in my main webbie, ++ Flaming Ash ++, the url in the layout was spelled "tsiouku" instead of "tsuioku". XD Gaarrrsshhh I'm so blind. XDD And wrong timing, I noticed it here in the school!! O.O So errm, it looks like it'll be fixed later at night. Nemmeet! That's the disadvantage of having a very high screen resolution at home! =/

Cramming as ever!

sentiment

: lol'd
harmony: "resolution of soul" by KOTOKO

Oopsy doodles, I never learn... I always take cramming as an option... and now, I am cramming again ever. x,X *oh sweet joy* I'm not in the mood in studying nowadays... Argh, I'm hopeless... x_X Tomorrow will be the start of my midterms exams and submissions of some of my projects and I only started a little. XD *banged* Again, I was occupied by "other" tasks that I am more willing to do rather than those pesky and boring projects of ours.

I remember last time, one of my prof told our class that "Cramming is not an option". Oh yeah, have to take note of that as long as I live... xD Because I don't follow such rules and regulations. xD *giggles* It's like my middle name is "cram". xD

Ahhh! I'm running out of time again... xD tomorrow will be the big day... have to work on... xD

4th Day of Black Out

"4th Day of Black Out"

A rather horrible and worst day. If you think playing Skrib-age, card games, and spin-a-letter is way too boring for an early adult person like me, sitting in the couch doing nothig is much much worst! Talk about bad luck, it's also very humid! Sheesh! According to the AM radio, Meralco is doing all that they can to restore electricity but the problem is, I can't really feel it! They said that they will restore electricity until 12mn. But I doubt it! Really! There are still many municipalities here in NCR that has no electricity yet! Gosh! when will we have electricity again? Will someone adopt me please!? Even for a day only! It's been 4 days w/o electricity here in our house! It's so boring that it tastes like hell!

"why do I love you so much? It's so easy that I can't answer..."

A Hellish Experience

Darn that storm!! It got us black out for good!/e1 besides that, I'm too bored to stay in our house!! Specially at nighttime, we began playing Scrib-age, Spin-a-letter, and some sorts of kiddie games o_o wahh... I almost wish I could migrate to other cities where electricity has been restored... Ohh poor me, and it looks like it will took another days to fix and restore electricity in our place...T_T I'm too bored to stay there... I hope we can make it... The water supply also suffers!! Sheesh! >_<

A very boring day...

Thursday, September 21, 2006
Listening to: "Trust You're Truth ~ Ashita wo Mamoru Yakusoku" by KOTOKO

Today was the 4th day of our CAS (College of Arts & Sciences) week, and it was really boring!! And it was a really waste of time going there! I wasn't able to attend any activity at all, not even one! Crap! I even wasted my money..x_x But at least there was still some happy moments in the school although those were just "moments" that won't ever last for 1 hour! Goodness gracious!