Grr.. I'm missing a lot on life lately. I don't know if reality hates me but I don't want to blame anyone here. Just a little upset and frustrated since I barely have time for myself and all I can do is rant here in my blog. I miss all the gimmicks I had with my friends and all. I hope I could rotate to another position since I had a feeling that I could never commit to the lifestyle I had right now. And right now, I'm all sleepy and just got home after rendering almost 6 hrs overtime. I need to rest already since my schedule later is much earlier.