Pretty Out of the Unordinary

Feeling: Not that comfortable/thrilled

Currently Listening To: "Jewel of Kiss" by Hitomi Shimatani

Today was not that exciting day. It's a bit boring and too ordinary. You know, when you got fed up of doing the same routines everyday and you keep on sulking. XD Well, whatever... But even though that is the case, I still did something worth the time like posting in the Crossholism RP (finally my first post! XD) and in my Season's Call RP in the gaiden. I was kinda excited for this two RPs.. XD My problem is that I want to post in the Anarchy Academy too but I can't think of any good situations to brought up in post. Gomen ne, Nikki-imouto... x_X

Not just that, I am so problematic of what will happen to me the next few days. I still haven't got any place to work for my OJT. x_X And the worst of all, I haven't submitted my otehr requirements at our Departmental Office. Demmet! How lazy could I get from this? I won't get any results from being a lazy bum! I felt like I was the worst bum that has ever been created because of my laziness... =_= Well, it's not because I don't want to work... But I just like to rest for a while because I was still a little tired of something about the school. I wanna break away from school for a while. Yeah, I kinda disliked being at school these days because I hate my life there! I wish I could just go away from that miserable life. It's not my type of haven... specially some of the people there are kinda insensitive and just plain damn. I wanna kick those people's arse so hard they'll kiss the moons! Hrmph! Specially those backstabbers who have something against when I don't know what I did wrong to them. Bizaare eh? They're just plain damn, I'm telling you...

Let's just change the topic for heck's sake. -_- I was able to download two singles of Hitomi-san today and I am beginning to love and savor her singles every single day. xD I was able to download the "Kaihouku" single which was released way back year 2000 and the "Jewel of Kiss" single which made my day a bit delighted because of it's soothing melody. Hitomi Shimatani = WINNER! XD hehehe! Like what I said in my previous post, even if I am the only Hitomi Shimatani fan here in the Philippines, I'd be glad to wave her banner! Go Hitomi-san! XD yay!

A Tragic Imagination

Feeling: Tragic

Currently Listening To: "Osaka no Onna" by Hitomi Shimatani

Just now, I got curious and tried listening to Hitomi Shimatani's debut single "Osaka no Onna" which, at first, I was afraid to try. Why? It's because according to the reviews and critiques from my sources, they said it sold poorly and thus marking the beginning and the end of Hitomi-san's enka career. So in my mind, I thought that the song was a bit awful so I didn't tried until now. But now, that I'm listening to it, I kinda liked it since I'm more on the pop and ballad songs. And according to my sources, the song was like from the 60's. Yeah, I kinda admit but Hitomi-san's voice quality is so vibrant here that I didn't care if it was like from the 60's. And IMO, it was not all enka unlike the Gokusen's ending theme "Onore Michi". For me, Osaka no Onna was way better than Onore Michi and it has strong expression on me that it got me half-emo. XD oh well... I just like the taste of the song. It was like the ones that I will hear in the night bars who are full of emo and drunk people. XD

I have to admit that I felt the tragic and loneliness of this song. According to one of my sources, the lyrics focus on the sad irrecoverable destiny of her (the lyricist's love) desertion by her lover. The woman feels resignation towards her destiny and tries in vain to forget her past memories with her lover. When I read about it, something popped into my mind like, "are all enka songs full of tragic stories/experience?" From what I recently noticed from all these kind of songs, they are always in a sad mood and mostly caters to older audience. They also have this impact that will punch right at your heart and made you sad just by hearing the sound. It hitted me right on the spot. x_x Oh well, that is my first expectation before listening to Osaka no Onna. Not bad for an enka song because not all enka that I heard in the past hit me like this. XD It has a good reflection that I should listen to these kinds of songs once in a while to feel the taste of bitter past.

As expected of Hitomi-san, this single of hers is definitely one of those I will listen whenever I want to look back at the 60's. XD lol~ The single's not that bad although it sold poorly, the important is, it is recognized and it even received critical acclaim and won some awards like it got the top spot at the Oricon Enka Charts although this was Hitomi-san's debut single. But now, I'd like her even more although she is not an enka singer. XD Reach to the top, Hitomi-san! XD Even if I am the only Hitomi Shimatani fan here in the Philippines, I would be glad if I were to wave a banner in front of EDSA? lol~ Anyways, I'm a big & loyal Hitomi Shimatani fan forever and ever and ever... AMEN!

It's Almost Over

Feeling: Exhausted and Hot

Currently Listening To: "Ramblin'" by Hitomi Shimatani

*whew* it's been a while since I last posted here in my blog... XD I've been busy for four friggin days because of my finals examination week. x__X But thank God, it's almost over... I have only one exam left tomorrow and that is Product & Brand Management. I don't feel like studying right now because I know that most part of the test there are analysis and application. So what is there to study? XD Hahaha! I'm not that confident that I will do well tomorrow but of course, I'll try my best.^__^ I may not be the best student in our class but my brain has full of ideas that will help me pass this exam.

Back at school, I felt like I was a living zombie roaming around the school campus because I didn't get any sleep last night because I have to finish my business proposal for my technical writing class. Sheesh! X_X It took me all night just to finish that damn paper but at least I'm done with it. I just want to rant right now and throw all of my frustrations at school. Speaking of throwing all of my frustrations, I was able to play Soul Calibur 2 after my second exam at Alabang Town Center. I missed Xiang Hua!! XD I was able to won the conquest and played Survival Mode using Talim but I just wiped out 11 enemies... Not really that bad but I could've done better if I had chosen Xiang Hua... XD haha!

Ahh yes... I was able to finish my new layout and here it is! I'm in purple mode today. XD Don't be mistaken with my layout... I'm not a big shoujo-ai fan. I just find this picture cute and neat that it got into my plans for making a new layout for my blog. Coincidentally, this also serves as a tribute for the shounen/shoujo-ai RP "Crossholism" that I recently joined in Vindicta.^^ I haven't posted in the RP yet but I'm excited to be in the story. Yeah! Hot-blooded RP'er comes again! XD

Well then, I'm already tired and sleepy... I could sleep for a thousand years! LOL~

"Permit" by MELL

In this globe were we living,
There is only one place were I can free my soul.
Just like a trip into our memory,
his expression lead me through

When it's hurt so much... live like I used to live and when my life
seems so left behind a luck.

Staring it hard like watching a sketch and hold the flame tight
until I feel it through my arm to my deep soul.
Falling in the ground without ever blooming in a huge dark city
You tried to grant me a dream with a pity light.

Once I fell in love with a why man
He said he reads my dream with a kiss, a sweet wind blew in.
I put my lips trying to feel inside of me
But I couldn't get where he is taking me.

When it's hurt so much... is it something that will prove my life?
There is nothing last for good.

Don't touch my heart in a night like this even a word gathers rust
Don't forgive me for what I've done knowing it was wrong.
You take everything in your silent eye and it stab through my heart
Your sympathy that's the only what I am asking for.

Almighty Lord, please be with me
And, skin inside of you, before my heart tumble down.

A tower of crime it's necessary evil for survival
Like a million of star in the sky illuminate in my eye

If my pure words were veiled in the vicious dark sky
I need your forgiveness to embrace my whole broken heart
Generously, I trash my body and devote my pray for
Someday, it will come to heal and will disappear

And I beg for love...
To always be around us...

mell_-_permit.mp3

Not Feeling Like It

Feeling: Don't want to study!

Currently Listening To: "Rainbow" by NIRGILIS

Kyahh! I'm feeling very lazy today... I didn't studied my lessons very well because I don't feel like it... Our finals exam will be tomorrow and I still odn't have the mood to study my lessons... XD Oh well, my first and last exam tomorrow will be Macro-economic theory. It's not that I'm very confident that I will pass this subject... It's just that I already know some things there that I might encounter in our test, which I already knew. Not to mention, our professor there is not that strict and she is very considerate haha! With that, I will take back my words! I am now confident on passing this subject! Hahah lol~

Looking on the bright side, I'm almost done downoading The Legend of Dragoon game.. XD it's 70% finished and soon I will be able to play it again! Hurray~ but it took me a long time to download it since it's size is a good 1.07 GB... X_X Gawd, it did took me aeons before it reached 70%... X_x I'm excited to use Rose again... I missed her Demon's Dance addition. XD I hope I'll be able to play it again one of these days... Or maybe after finals! XD *jumps in excitement*

Overall, nothing much happened today until I watched the Death Note 2: The Last Name trailer in Veoh. Whoah I got excited because I was able to see my beloved Nana Katase on-screen again! Oh how I love her! XD She played as Kiyomi Takada in that live-action movie and from what I saw in one of my sources, she is the other Kira aside from Light! O_o wooh! She's going antagonist again! But at least for a change since in Viva! Yamada Barbara, she was perky and funny. XD way to go Nana-sama! XD Can't wait to watch the movie! ^__^

Drowse Attack

Feeling: Sleepy

Currently Listening To: "Amairo no Kami no Otome" by Hitomi Shimatani

Well it has been a while since I last posted here in my blog. I've been busy for a while and whenever I visit here in my blog, I'm already yawning very hard and I am beginning to be a teary-eyed dork in front of the PC. I can't believe that my genki-genki powers are not recovering! Oh well... I can't really recover it if I'm always sleeping very late at night. This week, I didn't get a sleep more than 3 hours... x_X and my eyes are like always red and I look like I'm having sore eyes... It's so embarrassing! And I would like to apologize if my other posts has a bad English... it's because when I typed it, my mind and soul was already half-asleep so I didn't noticed.. o_o

But when you look at the brighter side, my effort to stay up all night didn't go into vain... XD I was able to submit my immersion report last monday (refer to my last post before this). Me and my partner in our major subject Retail & Sales Management was able to present our Retail Plan with no mess. xD But our UAI (Usage, Attitude, Image) study didn't go too well but we're just going to revise some minor errors there and it's good to go. I was able to do my other tasks in my other subjects so it was really worth it!

Awhile ago, I didn't really had a class in Product & Brand Management but I just want to feel like amusing myself in Festival Mall. So I played Soul Calibur 2, Tekken 3, Tekken Tag and Tekken 4 with all my might! XD it felt good and I was able to saw a wallet of Itachi in Comic Alley. I'm going to buy that next time! It only costs PhP120.00 and I saw a Seigaku bag too! But it costs almost Php400.00 so I'll have to earn more so that I could but that too next time! ^___^

Overall, my day was good one.. I was able to make a new wallpaper for in my multiply account and I was able to amuse myself looking at the net almost all day today. XD But I miss playing Legend of Dragoon... I missed Shana and Rose... not to mention, Meru's Perky Step hahaha!

Against All Odds and Expenses

Feeling: nyahnyahnyah~

Currently Listening To: "Mahiru no Tsuki" by Hitomi Shimatani

This day really sucks. There are too many unfortunate events that happened lately just because of the submission of a project. Last night, I crammed on doing this project for friggin 10 hours. From 7pm-5am nonstop, I typed and at the same time think of something to type for my project. It's a good thing that my body didn't retired because of exhaustion and sleepiness. I only slept for 3 hours and it feels like my head is spinning all the way around the Kuiper Belt. LOL~ Then I printed the pages which has no picture on it (because I'll have those with pictures printed in the PC Shop) and then went on my way to the nearest PC Shops.

It was such a bad luck that there is no passenger in the tricycle station that's why I have to go special (I'm in a hurry) and pay P18 for the fare. Then I look for a PC Shop which is offering colored printing services but to no avail. Tough luck for me, I still have to go to Festival Mall just to print. So I rode a jeep that has a "Festival Mall" signboard but tough look, he didn't went straight to the mall and instead, the jeepney went to the rotonda wherein it was a walking distance from Festival Mall but it's still a bit far away. So I'll have to walk again and again from far away.

Time has come and I already printed those pages which has pictures and I incurred an expense of P160 just by having a 5 page of pure pictures. I felt like my wallet was vacuumed and almost all of the contents were absorbed by the vacuum. While I was in the overpass where I came from (before I came to the Festival Mall), I noticed that the stairs from where I came from was already closed and I have to go inside the South Station just to get out of the f***ing territory.

Another unfortunate event, I payed the special fare at the Entrance of Alabang Hills Village up to the grounds San Beda because darn that high school student, I thought he was gonna ride the tricycle too so that I could save my money. Drat that high school student. x__X And when I arrived at school, I learned that me and my partner should have a separate copy of the soft (written report) and hard (CD) copy of the immersion. Wah! Of course being SJ's partner, I have to go with him at the Alabang Town Center and resolve his problems.

In the end, we were able to pass this subject but we're still kinda frustrated because they forgot to tell us what we really have to do. I hope this will serve as a moral lesson for all of us.

Oh and before I end my blog entry, here is the "Sketch For Summer" by Eri Nobuchika. I just uploaded it in my e-snips account. I really love her song. XD enjoy your listening!~

Eri Nobuchika - Sk...

"Change" by Yoko Takahashi

c/w single "Aoki Flamme"

hanate no yuuyami sasowarete kaze ni yureru

anata wa te wo tori odoru you ni tada dakiyosete

"aishiteru" sou itta

ima wa doushiteru no? unmei wa setsunai mono

mou modorenai

futari de eranda mirai ga

naiteiru naiteiru...

* Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be

anata ga inai koto My Life

umakurikai dekinai keredo

watashi wa koko ni iru Change my life!

asa no hikari nara atatamete kureru deshou...

demo me wa akenai

dareka ga yusutte okosu made wa chiisana yume wo mitai

getsuyo wa mijou ni genjitsu no DOA wo tataku

hitori kiri no asa

anata no kao wo wasure sou de

kowakatta kowakatta...

Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be

anata ga aeta koto My Life

umakuteba nasenai omoide

watashi wa koko ni iru Change my life!

nagai yume kara totsuzen ni mezameta futari wa

mou mayowazu ano hi no kaze sora e kaesu

* Repeat

Change.mp3

Another Friday Cut

Currently Listening To: "Yume no Kakera" by Eri Nobuchika

Watching: Yume no Kakera clip

It was an ordinary friday at school but an extraordinary day when I met up with my friends. I didn't attend my History class because I'm fed up of waiting friggin 4 hours just to attend that subject then I'm just going to get bored. When I was already at G4, A lot of revelations happened in just one day. Others may seem unbelievable and hard to accept but I can do it... *forget forget forget* My mind's not clear right now and I can't concentrate. Or maybe I'm just tired and needing some rest (I didn't slept well these nights). I'm just cringing myself up with my addiction to Eri Nobuchika. Because IMO, it hurts me the most why is she not that famous in Japan or in other countries. She has good voice quality and not to mention, she is also pretty. I just love her voice and songs as they are.

At first, I can't believe that she's just around my age because I "labeled" her songs as one of my favorite JPops that I really liked. Her videos are usually black & white except for the "Sketch For Summer". She can sing English language too! I like her "Inner Glow". In short, when I crave for classical and jazzy music, I always play her songs and the feeling is like someone made up your day. xD LOL~

Anyway, I'm just going to share my day a while ago... While I was still in Metropolis because I changed my upper garments. I was texting Jobelle while walking but I didn't realized that the glass door with an exit sign was already there in front me. I almost got my head bumped on unless I didn't saw the door and it will be a total "ouch". I arrived late in the meeting because I still have many projects/paperworks that I needed to finish at school but I'm happy because I was able to be with my true friends. xD

I'm feeling tired already so I'm gonna post here some other time. XD Ja ne!

I Love Looking Like An Idiot!

Feeling: nah~

Currently Listening To: "Myself" by Changin' My Life

Today was not a very good day either. Rawr~ I haven't got any good time at school these days. So even if I looked like a dork in school, whadda hell I care. I've noticed that being an idiot "in the eyes of others" has already been a part of my life at school. I know it's kind of weird but heck, I can do nothing about it. Like what I usually said whenever I look like an idiot (specially on my attire), "Carry lang yan!" But I realized that even though that's the case, I can't just "carry on" forever and ever (AMEN!). But I have to be patient, there's only one year for me to be patient in my life and say "Bye-bye school" and "Welcome corporate world".

I suddenly what Nikki imouto-vamp commented in one of my posts about how she loved deviancy. Well, I also love deviancy because if I'm don't, I wouldn't be wearing a rubber shoes in a semi-formal dinner-dance party. XD well that was unintentional but I was able to carry myself while I was in the party although many people where already looking at me when they saw my footwear. XD or maybe that was the first time that they saw a guy attending a semi-formal dinner-dance party wearing a rubber shoes.XD oh well, going back to my story, I wore my shades (that looks like an eyeglass) when I was already on my way home and I didn't know that glasses look terrible on me! A lot of people including pok-poks where glaring me like I was all baduy or badoodles wearing my shades... At that time, I was a bit annoyed that I want to shout so the world would know that I love looking like an idiot. XD "sorry na lang sila..." that was already at the back of my mind but I just didn't mind them and continued walking.

Ah yes, I was also able to make my own multiply account although it was still under repair. XD I doubt on doing it at first because what will I post there? I don't have a digicam nor a cellphone with camera? Or maybe I'll just use it like a DeviantArt account... xD It's still possible so instead of "Photos", I changed it to "Wallies" so that I can post there my own-made wallpapers out of certain scanlations of a particular anime/manga series. I also uploaded some anime/jpop mp3s there and I'll be uploading more soon. ^^, And the title of my home page (in my opinion) was quite funny because it was based once again on Nana Katase's single entitled "Galaxy, Telepathy & Fantasy". Oh well, I should be unique with my names although it was very long.^^,

It Wasn't Half-Bad

Feeling: Hungry

Currently Listening To: "Change" by Yoko Takahashi

Today was not something out of ordinary but it's not too good either. I have to wait for 6 hours after my next class! How annoying is that? I only have 2 classes today, the first and the last subject. Technical writing from 9:30am-11:00am and Retail & Sales Management from 4:3opm-6:00pm and the annoying part is that our prof in Tech. Writing dismissed us early about 10:25am so I have to wait for 6 damn hours for my next subject! o_O Our professor in Macro Economic Theory wasn't able to make it because she has some "hearing" in the court. That is the only difficulty if your professor is a lawyer too. Oh well, I managed to break down the 6 hours just to attend my major class. I don't want to miss this class because me and my partner need to fix our Retail Plan and we needed to finish it as soon as possible because it's deadline will be next week. -__- We still have the Usage, Attitude, Image (UAI) study for our Product & Brand Management and the Immersion Document. x__X Ugh, talk about projects that I'll have to finish right away.

Anyway, I'm happy because tonight I was able to watch the first four episodes of Black Lagoon in YouTube. According to Wikipedia, it was a Seinen anime but when I watched it, it's not that bloody but it has more action-packed adventures. Maybe the manga is the seinen... I still don't know but I'm going to find that out! XD Black Lagoon concentrates more on pirates, war and kidnapping. It wasn't half-bad for an anime... I'm beginning to like the story... maybe I'll watch the sequel which is the Second Barrage. XD Another attraction from the opening theme! XD I like Red Fraction... it may hurt other's ears but I think the opening theme suits the anime.^^ I first discovered the opening theme before actually watching the anime and I'd say, it didn't failed me. Or maybe I have just a knack looking & discovering good animes. LOL~ a big big LOL!

Totally Whacked

Feeling: Exhausted (but I'm happy! ^__^)

Currently Listening To: "Tsuioku+LOVE LETTER" by Hitomi Shimatani

Today was a very happy day for me. XD Although it wasn't at first because of school... Oh well never mind about school. (I just don't want to spend my happy moments there. =p) A lot of things happened today and I didn't expect that it would be a fast-paced one. It was my friend Rheine's 18th birthday today and I have to attend it since I'm one of her 18 roses. XD But it wasn't that easy alright. I was like wearing just a simple civilian (brown polo shirt, brown pants and take note, a RUBBER SHOES! Oh yeah and the attire should be semi-formal. XD) and I have to carry my get-up and myself. XD It was embarrassing but I did it! XD No sweat! Going back, after school, I went straight to G4 and met up with Rei-chan, Eumir, James and Kristina. Lei just dropped by and soon, he went somewhere. Kristina went shopping first for her dress while Rei-chan and I talked about something that she needs to know. She can't believe at first but she accepted it right away.

We talked for quite a while then went to Nikki's house to meet up with her and Jobelle. Then went straight to Kristina's apartment and there I met her sister. She's kind and had the right amount of sense of humor!^^ And there we met up with Jero, Ginald and Donny. After an hour, we already went to Rheine's 18th birthday.^^ For me, it was a blast! And a bit embarrassed at the same time because my real name was exposed once again. XD Owww how I hate it when I'm called by my real first name but it's okay for now since it has been a while since the last time called me "Wilfredo". The food was great and I ate a lot nyahaha! As usual, I'm a "gifted yet cursed" person like Kristina and Ginald! Hahaha! I just want to thank my friends that attended Rheine's birthday and of course to Rheine for inviting me to her debut! =)

And I want to thank Chris and her dad for dropping me off to the station awhile ago! Really appreciate it! ^^ and I got home just now. 12:30 AM! Haha this is the second time in my life that I got home uber late like this. XD nyahaha I missed it! =P Now I'm totally whacked! >X3 hahaha! Gotta rest up now coz I'm already feeling sleepy.^^ Just want to thank my friends again!^^

In 3... 2... 1... Signing Off!

Sketch For Summer

Feeling: Fine

Currently Listening To: "Sketch For Summer" by Eri Nobuchika

Today was a bright day for me because even though I declined my last class today, I was able to be with my friends today! It was a happy and memorable day for me, enough to cherish it!^^ hehehe! =) Big thanks to Lei, Nikki, Joie-C and Jobelle, you made my day happy! No offense to my school but I would regret it if I didn't cut my class and stayed at school. xD Because there will be no future for me there, I guess... I'm just bearing with it until I graduate there. Anyway, why "Sketch for Summer"? Maybe it's because I'm already planning ahead on future. I'm not really excited this summer because I won't have any means of vacation. Why? Because I'll have to complete my 200 hours for my on-the-job training. But if you ask me, I'd rather do that than stay all the way here in our house. I want to make myself busy so that I could forget my frustrations and all. I want to make my "sketch" for summer a clean and happy one. I know I can overcome all trials that I am facing but I think what I'm doing right now is not that sufficient for me to surpass these trials... And that is why I will try my best (even if I'm all alone) to overcome and surpass all of these challenges in life. Because I know even though I'm alone in reality, there are those people who will support me even if they're faraway unlike those who are just beside me.

And once again I became proud of myself because I was able to finish typing the chapter 3 of my novel Lived. It took me a long time for me to finish typing it. I already finished writing it in my journal couple of weeks ago and I admit it's because of what happened lately in GSG... It affected my imaginations plus my other problems. But it's all over now... I'm currently writing the chapter four and I'm beginning to get excited because new characters will came out. And more actions will happen and unexpected meeting of other characters in the later chapters. XD=

Well now, I wish my "sketch" this summer will be satisfactory and beautiful. Something that I can treasure forever and ever even after death.^^

P.S.:

Wow it's already summer here in the Philippines! XD